Love

The bible says that love is the greatest gift and I could not agree more. With love one feels as if they can do anything and that no matter what else happens, as long as they have that love, that they will be just fine. I have recently found this girl that just makes me feel alive again. The kind of alive that I have been missing in my life, the kind of alive that I have tried to replace with other things but they have never fully filled it. Now we have only been hanging out and together now for a total of a month and a week and I know that that is not a very long time, but I don't care. There is something about her that just draws me to her and makes me think about her constantly. I can not come up with just one thing that does this because the truth is that it is everything about her that makes me feel like this. I still get butterflies in my stomach when I am around her, and I still get nervous when I am talking to her and when I am with her. I get nervous that I am going to say something stupid or something wrong and that the one thing that is making me so happy I will have ruined. I get nervous about how I look even, and I'm not like that most of the time period. I normally don't really care what I look like, but with her I care even if we are just staying at my house watching a movie or something. Then even though she makes me so nervous, she makes me believe in myself at the same time. She makes me feel like I am important and that I can make a difference in this world. She makes me feel like I can fly, even when she is four hours away she still does. Then today after she left we where texting each other and she sent me a text that put the biggest grin on my face, and I couldn't stop grinning for the next five minutes. It wouldn't have mattered where I was or what kind of mood I was in when I got that text. I would have had that same grin on my face no matter what. Now after reading all of this and reading the title you probably think I am going to say I am in love with her, but I'm not. I do not believe I am that far yet. I really really really like her and everything about her, but I don't love her yet. There is no doubt in my mind that I will love her one day. I am starting to fall in love with her now, but I know that love is something truly special and that it gets thrown around to easily these days. I look forward to the day that I am truly in love with this amazing girl. Remember that love is something to be cherished and to be protected at all cost, never let it go.